itne mudadaat ke baad dekha hai unhe...........

after......1 yr 3 months 27 days 3 hr 

itne mudadaat ke baad dekha hai unhe
hai ek ajab si kash-m-kash ki kya kahu unhe
hai tajub apni kismat pe hume
ki, itna kuch hone par bhi aaj asliyat mein dekha hai unhe

itne din unke tasveero ke sahare he toh jiya hun
kuch poorani aawaz sun kar hasa hun
kyun laae hai zindagi aaj unhe samne 
ki, aaj bus bebasie se unhe main dekhta hun

hai baaton ka sehlaab sene mein mere 
kaise bataun kaise jiya hun itne din main tere
aaj toh us khuda si bhi khawish ki 
dekh lun kuch pal aur unhe, kash yeh waqt yahi par tdhere

hai khawish ki unhe seene se laga lun
un haatho ko humesha ke liye tham lun
un nigahoon mein khud ko humesha ke liye kho dun
halak tak ek baat ruki hai
na jao humse dorr, yeh main unse kaise kahun

zindagi ki sachi se waakif hun main
isliye toh tujhse dorr rehta hun main
na aao is kadar zindagi mein mere fir
ki tujhe is kaynaat se cheen lunga main

aise na chate hue bhi har waqt tere pass aaunga
lekin ek dost ki tarah sath tere na reh paunga
hai badla hai khud ko itni mushkil se maine
ki is baar chah ke bhi khud ko badal na paunga.....

meri saanson se jaise bikhar jatein hai phoolon ke ye rang...

meri saanson se jaise bikhar jatein hai phoolon ke ye rang
kash main bhi teri chahat mein bikhar jata to acha hota
maine to tham rakha to kud ko tere liye
bas mera waqt gujar jata to acha hota

meri majboori thi ki akela rha tha 
kash kisi manzil se humsafar mil jata to acha tha
kash main bhi in gulab ki pankhurio ki trah bikhar jata to acha tha....

aakhir main ek dhua hun....

aakhir main ek dhua hun

hawa mein mil jaunga

jo chaho chuna mujhe

toh, ban khushboo tumhare hatho mein bas jaunga

jo laao gaye shak ki aag mujh tak

mil kar hawa mein humesha ke liye kho jaunga

hun main pyaar ka pyaasa

ki zara si chaahat se, tujhme he sama jaunga

aakhir main ek dhua hun, hawa me mil jaunga

ban kar tera saya humesha tere sath chala hun

ki ab akele khud se bhi na chal paunga

hai ek zuban ki bedi kadamo mein mere

ki, kayamat tak tujhse na dorr ja paunga

yun shak ki aag se seemat sa gaya hun

ki ab sath na tere reh paunga

muskaan ki hawa se ab tak sath raha hun

ab shak ki nazroo se na jee paunga

hai na is sawla ka koi jawab 

ki, kush dekh tujhe khud se kush ho jaunga

aakhir mein ek dhua he toh hun, jo hawa mein ek din mil jaunga.....

looking up in the sky...... there is a rule i always try to apply....

looking up in the sky
there is a rule i always try to apply
"look there are so many ally
then, why god damn you ain't saying her goodbye"

there are few realities that i came across
may it is wrong but, its mine ethos 
our life's have been uncross
indeed, i didn't left any criss-cross

do hell with this feeling of divine
do hell with this holy living line
do hell with this destiny ensign
that with her, my life will always entwine

because of path of truth, our relations strife
i relaised between us, i always been a penknife 
why for all bad doings, from my life ONLy you were deprived
may be all this is a jive, but indeed for peace of my mind i always strive 

dnn know, for everything whom should i blame
after all this, you are not the one i can claim
this is just my feelings not any kind of exclaim

in the name of punishment, my whole life i have to live in this pain..........