Sunday, July 31, 2011

yaad aata hai mujhe har woh lamha.....

woh waqt ka tkaza, woh chandani raatein
teri awaz ko sune ko bekrar thin ye kane
bus ek aahat s hota tha jannat ka ehsaas
kaise kaho kitna tha mujhe tujhse pyaar

woh 11 bajne ka intazar karna
reliance ka sada hua phone lekar roome s dur bhagna
ek terrace k kone mein sidhe p let kar chandi ko dekhna
or tera woh pyaar s mera naam pukarna
yaad aata hai mujhe har woh lamha
tera nadani s mujhe pareshan karna

har baat ko meri shedaat s sunna tera
jaise har baat mein jawab dhundna tera
har pal yeh shak hota tha
ki kya tu bhi mujhse mohabat karta tha
tere nakhre k liye taraste the hum
na jane kis ada p tere marte the hum

har baat mein bus yahi to kehna chata tha
ki teri chaht mein mera khuda basta tha
teri har khawish ko sunna
or agle din use hakeqt mein tabdel karna
yaad aata hai mujhe har woh lamha
tera nadani s mujhe pareshan karna

har gusrte waqt k sath teri aahen suna
bus yeh dar tha
kahin ab na kahe-ab bus karo kuch kehna
har alfaz the mere sache
har wade the mere pure pake

agle din tujhe nazre dhunti thi
tere ek jhalak ko tarste thi
woh noorani chera jab saamne aata tha
na jane kyun kambaqt dil bahot ghabrata tha
tujhse nazar mialne ki koshish karna
or fir tera har baar ki tarah sharmana
yaad aata hai mujhe har woh lamha
tera nadani s mujhe pareshan karna

har mushkil mein tera mere sath rehna
aur teri mojudagi s mere dar ka bhag jaana
har kaam s pehle tujhe dekhna chata tha
teri zuban s ek baar apna naam suna chata tha

yaad aata hai mujhe har woh lamha
tera nadani s mujhe pareshan karna

 
agle raat fir wahi kaam karna
aur pechle din ki sari baatein yaad karna
tera mujh s har baat p xplanation mangna
aur tujhe sumjhane ki koshish mein baat ko mera aur bigdna
har ek sawal yahi dar lagata tha
kahin aaj sab khatam na ho jae yeh ehsaas karata tha

guzrte waqt k sath 2m dur jate rahe
or har baat k sath hum apni maut k kareeb jate rahe
har duwa m tujhe yaad kiya
mere naseeb n bhi mujh s ganda mazak kiya
kasam khai ki zakham dene wale ko dur kar denge
kya pata tha woh zakham hum he de denge
jo kaha tha woh nibhana pada
mujhe apni rooh ko khud s dur karna pada


aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe woh din
tera mujhse us bekar ki photo p ladna
kaise kahe kya hain hum tumare bin
bahot bhari pada mujhe woh mohabat ka ishar karna
kabhi lagta tha ki iqraar hai
to kabhi pura inkaar hai
kaise kehte ki ab jina tum bin dushwar hai
har saas p to bus ab tera he naam hai

na khud ko kabhi sahi sabit hone denge
na gum ko tere kareeb hone denge
har kaminey ka baap banege
par tujhe apni mohabat ka ehsas na hone denge
ab na baatein hai
or na zindagi mein koi chandani raatein hai
ab har samaa badla hai
or yeh insaan aap k liye begana hai


ab toh bus yahi fsana hai
mujhe toh apni maut ka intazar karna hai
har guzarte waqt k sath hume bhul jaoge
hum jasie insan ko yaad kar k kya paoge
jo chez hume bahot bhaie hai
woh to tere chehre ki smile hai
is cheez ko na kabhi dur hone dena hai
or is k liye mujhe khud ko dur karna hai

yaad aata hai mujhe har woh lamha
tera nadani s mujhe pareshan karna....

Thursday, July 28, 2011

khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi......








khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi
tujhe pane ki ek jostuju to ki thi
sumjh rha hun aaj tere alfaz dekh kar
ki shayad tune to mujh se dur jane ki aarzo ki thi
thodi takleef hoti hai mujhe tera rwiya dekh kar
kya maine itni bhi buri guzarish ki thi
har woh lamha jo tere sath bitya hai
use fir bitane ki ek tamna ki thi
kuch bhi kar jau us din ko wapas lane k liye
jis din mein tujhe pane ki koshish ki thi
maine to bus
khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi


har yaad ko bhulane ki koshish ki thi
par har yaad mein tu he toh hoti thi
kuch bhi kar lun bhula nahi sakta kuch bato ko
kyun ki
har baat mein to bus baat bhi teri hoti thi
kya tha tera mujh p yakeen
yeh soach k taklif mujhe hoti thi
jo kisi gair ki baat ko tu aasani s maan leti thi
na jane tune mujh se kesi dosti ki thi
maine to bus
khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi

jo koi tujhe chue toh taklif mujhe hoti thi
hath kat dun uske esi meri khwaish hoti thi
jo tu chae woh tujhe mile aesi to maine duayen ki thi
phir bhi na jane kyun baad mein mujhe takleef hoti thi
shayad meri mohabbat mein kami thi
jo tu mere sath na hoti thi
hum to bus dekh k kush the ki
jo tuhje kush rakhe tu us k sath to hoti thi
sab kuch itna milta tha
chalne ka soachta mein tha, kadam tu uthati thi
kapde jo pehno na jane kaise
color bhi toh tu bhi wahi pehnti thi
maine to bus
khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi

na jane kya maine galti ki thi
bus ek tasveer k size s
apni chahat jatane ki koshish ki thi
na janne tu ne kya sumjha
tune toh khud ki tohin sumjh lee thi
tu nai jani us din mujh p kya beti thi
kya mujh p itna he yakeen ki thi
sab kuch bolna chata tha
par kya karu meri zuban mere aage khadi thi
maine to bus
khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi...

garon ki bato p toh tune yakeen ki thi
na jane kya tha tune mujhe sumjha
ki itne din mere sath rahi thi
kya ek jhot ki saza itni badi thi
ki us jhot s toh
maine tujhe jaane ki koshish ki thi
dost bhi mujhe zindagi ne ek esi di thi
jis ne to meri zindagi he mujhse le lee thi
teri surat mein maine fir zindagi ko paya
or maine pehli baar kisi s mohabat ki thi
maine to bus
khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi...

maine toh sab kuch ki khwaish nahi ki thi
bus tu hasti rahe bus yeh dua ki thi
na tu sumjhe mujhe kabhi, har baar maine koshih ki thi
kush hun yeh dekh k ki
khuda n yeh dua bhi kubul ki thi
bahot milte hain zindagi k safar mein log mujhe
judna chate hai humse esi khwaish unhone zahir ki thi
na jane kya dekha is kambaqt dil ne
ki meri rooh to bus tu he ban gayi thi

khuda kare yeh nafrat aesi bani rahe
ki ab humne toh aesi duayen ki thi
jo tha mujhe chaye woh toh teri rooh thi
jism mein to tere hume zara c bhi khwaish nahi thi
kuch nai raha ab kush hone k liye
kyun ki meri zindagi toh mujh s roothi padi thi
kya khata thi meri
ki bus meine tujh se sache dil s mohabat ki thi
dhoka na dun kisi or rishte k naam p
esi to maine koshish ki thi

bus yahi baat reh gaye ab zindagi mein ki
maine to bus
khwaisho mein bus ek khwaish to ki thi......