the way you left is  an irony
that our story is now an acme
as, moving this far ahead
few thought recently came in my head


last night before i went to bed
thoughts of u filled my head 
though i have not cried this way in many years 
onto my pillow fell six silent tears 


the first one was for your smile that i miss 
and in your presence my remiss
the second was for your angle face 
and thoughts of your loving embrace 


the third came as no surprise
as i thought again of your beautiful eyes 
the fourth came rolling
when i thought of those precious time,
which we spent together day and night


the fifth came for one reason that i was alone 
i felt my love for you wasn't fully shown 
and then at last has fallen sixth silent tear 
making me realize that i love u so much dear 

i know i promised i will never make you cry
i know it hurts but please dry your eyes
i will give you whatever you need
a hug, a kiss, just tells me please


to see you cry is a terrible sight
let me love you once and hold you tight
i will do anything you want to make you proud
i will climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud


i love you soo much, i can take you high
please sweetheart don't say goodbye
don't push me away i want you near
to gently wipe away all your tears


if we must truly say goodbye
one more time just close your eyes
let your hug be my bliss
as this is what, i will forever miss.....

have a dream to be with you
knew it is mearly a dream, but it's like a flu
every time try to run away
but it always bring me in humanity purview


desire of being with you is so high
wish i would have been a barfly
in that hangover
this truth of my life, i could have deny


this feeling is so bizarre
since you moved so far
inspite of all 
um leaving this hope door ajar


even your glimpse make me abate
this is what i mostly hate
the most hurting thing is


STILL WHY I CAN NOT CONFLATE.....