have a dream to be with you
knew it is mearly a dream, but it's like a flu
every time try to run away
but it always bring me in humanity purview


desire of being with you is so high
wish i would have been a barfly
in that hangover
this truth of my life, i could have deny


this feeling is so bizarre
since you moved so far
inspite of all 
um leaving this hope door ajar


even your glimpse make me abate
this is what i mostly hate
the most hurting thing is


STILL WHY I CAN NOT CONFLATE.....