ki, ek baar toh pyaar se hume woh aapna kahein....

hai bebasi ka aalam yahan
na jane khoya hai dil kahan
ek mudadat ke baad sumjha
hai aap ke saaye tale, chor sara jahan


ruksati ka waqt jab aaya
yeh dil mujhe dekh fir muskuraya
poocha kaha jao main
ki, lahoo banke isne hai humesha mujhe dhadkaya


lakh sumjhaya par yeh na maana
ek waqia se isne asliyat jaana
hua dorr kuch pal unke saaye se
maloom hua, ek lamhe ke liye bhi usne kabhi aapna nahi maana


soacha hai aaj unhe al-wida kahein
na jane kyun alfaaz labzoo pe aake ruke
kyun hai namoomkin se khawaish seene mein
ki, ek baar toh pyaar se hume woh aapna kahein.... 

moving on a new track...

moving on a new track
on every step getting a aback
how do i walk
on each step it is making me to step back


life never seemed so harsh
seems as if i am on marsh
got stuck in a place
have to prove that um not a trash


had only you to get jolly
by every glimpse of yours i was golly
as i have nothing now
how would i say now um doolally


seems life is simpering on me
as if i am loosing every lee
in life's struggle came to know 
the door leads to you, i lost its key...

All what he concludes at the end is "I AM HEARTLESS"

a person in search of love.... true and pure
to hold that soul to his heart, close and near
a quest for the girl of his dreams
for the one who can silence his screams


a girl who lived in his poems
PRINCESS, whom he had fondly named
luck smiled, he met that angel
deeper and stronger in love he fell


till a day he realised, it was just a relationship unnamed
just a curtain of hope drawn and wishes ruthlessly tamed
tears and helplessness replaced the memories of hers
how the days pulled by aimlessly, he couldn’t gather


destiny could see him crying no more
granted him that he was looking for
wrapped in the fur of selfless care, dawned in his life the gift of god yet again
that promised to change his life and end the ordeal of pain


an egoistic, arrogant lad that he was
never valued his treasure and let it pass
when the breeze of love tried to caress his face he turned away
when it tried to bind him, all the more he tried to away


he lost it, before he could realize 
it was that one thing, so long had waited for, those two eyes
he stands alone hopeless, helpless, directionless
something still lets him drag his life, that name,  that love, that princess


all what he concludes at the end is "I AM HEARTLESS" 

laboo pe khamoshi ka ek sehraa hai

laboo pe khamoshi ka ek sehraa hai
na jane kyun dil pe ek pehraa hai
hai ek dhundali see tasveer is husan ki mehfil mein
ki, shayad yeh mohabat ka kohara hai..

why your memory in my mind always pall

got stuck in a hassle
as if i am in mid of a tussle
sitting on couch felt, my mind is in state of addle
runned so far from all
but why your memory in my mind always pall


i miss you more than words i can say
i think of you each single day
i want to cry every night
because i miss the way we use to fight
i pray for you every night
because i miss you not being in my sight


i miss the sound of your voice
that i am sick and tired of all this noise
i miss the look upon your face
that made me smile with such grace
i love you so much that i can't deny
for when i see you i will break down and cry


for when i cry these happy tears
i wont have anymore fears
you'll be home safe with me
that will be able to sleep
oh how i miss you so much
will just have to wait and hope you will keep in touch......

the way you left is  an irony
that our story is now an acme
as, moving this far ahead
few thought recently came in my head


last night before i went to bed
thoughts of u filled my head 
though i have not cried this way in many years 
onto my pillow fell six silent tears 


the first one was for your smile that i miss 
and in your presence my remiss
the second was for your angle face 
and thoughts of your loving embrace 


the third came as no surprise
as i thought again of your beautiful eyes 
the fourth came rolling
when i thought of those precious time,
which we spent together day and night


the fifth came for one reason that i was alone 
i felt my love for you wasn't fully shown 
and then at last has fallen sixth silent tear 
making me realize that i love u so much dear 

i know i promised i will never make you cry
i know it hurts but please dry your eyes
i will give you whatever you need
a hug, a kiss, just tells me please


to see you cry is a terrible sight
let me love you once and hold you tight
i will do anything you want to make you proud
i will climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud


i love you soo much, i can take you high
please sweetheart don't say goodbye
don't push me away i want you near
to gently wipe away all your tears


if we must truly say goodbye
one more time just close your eyes
let your hug be my bliss
as this is what, i will forever miss.....

have a dream to be with you
knew it is mearly a dream, but it's like a flu
every time try to run away
but it always bring me in humanity purview


desire of being with you is so high
wish i would have been a barfly
in that hangover
this truth of my life, i could have deny


this feeling is so bizarre
since you moved so far
inspite of all 
um leaving this hope door ajar


even your glimpse make me abate
this is what i mostly hate
the most hurting thing is


STILL WHY I CAN NOT CONFLATE.....