Friday, December 21, 2012

WOH TOH HAI KISI AUR KA MAHI....




jine chor aae hain zindagi ke us modh par
na jane kyun un talashe yeh nigahen dar-bdar
kon sumjhe is nadaan dil ko
ki, ab toh hai woh kisi aur ka humsafar

har chehre main talashe usi ko
har baaton mein bas sunne usi ko
itne zharf tak hain seene mein woh
ki yeh nazarne na dekhe aur kisi ko

maan zindagi ki sachi aage chale hain
na jane kyun yeh dil dhadkne se dare hai
kahe zamana ki zindagi ko ek aur moka do
par na jane kyun yeh dil usi zamane se he dare hai

waqt ke sehre mein zindagi ek morh pe aaie
jaan jise laga ki, ho sakta hai yeh mera humrahi
yun toh ek lamha bhi na beta tha
maloom hua, ki WOH TOH HAI KISI AUR KA MAHI.......

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

KAASH.............




kaash
hum kabhi unse yun na mile hote
kaash
dekh unki neki, hum khud ko na badle hote
kaash
us waqt ko wahin rok dete, jab hum sath the
kaash
hum zahir kar diye rehte, ki aap humare liye kitne khas the

kaash
tum par yakeen kar hum, kuch baatein na bole hote
kaash
thoda toh tum mujhe aur sumjhe hote
kaash
mujhe kabhi pata na chalta tumhe paake khone ka ehsaas
kaash
tumhe hi hote har waqt mere aas paas

kaash
kuch sach....sach na hote
kaash
wo lamhe ham kabhi na khote
kaash
zindagi ke un palon ko tham sakta
kaash
waqt ki sui aise na badti
kaash
tu bhi mere dil ke jasbaat sumjhta
kaash
main bhi kabhi tujhe bhula paaun, aur aisa na ho toh
kaash
teri baahon mein main hamesha ke liye so jaaun
KAASH.............

Monday, December 10, 2012

woh kehte hain.....




woh kehte hain, na jane kyun hume unse mohabat hai
kon sumjhaye ki unpe toh khuda ki azmat hai
nadaan hain woh jo nahi sumjhte
ki ab toh hume is MOHABBAT alfaaz se he nafrat hai.......

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

farishton ka naam sunna tha.....




farishton ka naam sunna tha
par dekha na kahin
kehte hain maut ke baad milti hai jannat
par maine toh use dekha hai yahin

har baat ko maine zuban se bola
lekin reh gayi ek baat kahin
thi umeed ki sumjhenge kabhi toh woh
jo maine har waqt nazaroon se kahi

siyaah ke saye mein thi meri zindagi
tune aakar bataya "yeh tera raasta nahi"
laga, yun toh tu bhi hoga wahi
par tune sumjhaya "sab ek jaisi hoti nahi"

us chehre mein thi ek alag baat he
jise dekh koi bhi kahe "kaash tu he ho mera mahi"
jo tham le un hatho ko koi
toh chore na unhe maut ke baad bhi

jab zindagi ki sachi saamne aaie
na jane kitni raatein yeh aankhe rooie
har dua mein bus ek he aarzoo ki
par khuda ne mujhse hus ke kaha "sath tere kabhi na hoga, tera MAHIIII"...

Monday, November 12, 2012

things do get change so am i....




things do get change so am i
time has come to come out of a lie
indeed, seeing you my spirit always goes high
but all i know now that you are not my pie

tooked first step to make some change
standing at one place only how long will i sustain
yeh few things i will not able to change 
as moving on feeling is so strange

a final toast was raised in the name of you
remembered, with everyone how much i had argued
i tooked my mind in a state of curfew
because finally time has come to say you ADIEU

your memories are just like a ghost
as now my heart has finally sclerosed
taking a puff, seeing my cohorts
i said to myself 

"WAHI TERI LIFE NAHI HAI MERE DOST"

Monday, October 15, 2012

ek din toh woh shayad sumjhenge mere jasbaat..




ek gunah kiya hai maine
na chate hue bhi ek khawab dekha hai maine
haqeqat ko jhutla kar 
chala tha zameen se sitare ko chune

thame hue unke hath, yeh duniya dekhunga
un labzoo se bus apna he naam sununga
woh jheel si nazroon mein
main khud ko kya khuda ko bhi bhulunga

soacha woh ek din mera hoga
dekh meri mohabt ki shidadat, woh khuda bhi mujhpe reham hoga
na soacha tha kabhi yeh maine
ki tu haqeqat mein toh kya, khawab mein bhi mera na hoga

saare sach se dorr bhagta chala gaya
chup-chup kar unka dedaar karta raha
ek din toh woh shayad sumjhenge mere jasbaat
yahi soach bus sach ke raste pe chalte gaya

dekh meri mohabat, khuda ko gawaaraa na hua
"hokar ek insaan tune farishte ko kaise chua"
lakh sumjaya unhone, par main na maana
aakhir mein haar kar di unhone mujhe ek sazaa

unke sath raha, par mohabat ka izhar  na kar saka
"kyun hai duniya ke yeh dastoor" is sawal ka jawab main khoj na saka
rhi zehen mein ek baat- "hai yeh kaisi chahat meri"
ki kar ke itni mohabat bhi, aaj main unhe paa na saka

yun toh hume laga tha ki unke paas bhi dil hoga
tha na pata ki bina jasbaat ke ek gosh ka tukda hoga
kaise alag reh sakta hun apni chahat se main
ab hogie yahi baat ki, ab mere dil ki jagah pathr ka tukda hoga

ab toh inteha hogi hai mere bardaasht ki
thi dil mein ek aas, ki khalegi kabhi toh kami unko is insaan ki
abhi tak toh maut ko bhi rok rakha tha unke liye
PAR KABHI TOH NIKAL HE JAYEGI JAAN UNKE IS INSAAN KI...

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Oo saari saari raat main teri yaad mein jaga...





Oo saari saari raat main teri yaad mein jaga
khayal bhi na aaya is dil mein koi dooja
tasveer teri dekhta raha sari raat
ki laga mujhe, "yeh toh hai koi ek nashaa"

i got lost in those alluring eyes
seeing them once, my eyes always denies
theres sumthing which i cant explain
as if, for my soul you are power supplies

i love your that childish nautre
that always make my heart rupture
what i always desire is
"you are mine " that i can ever clamour

Oo saari saari raat main teri yaad mein jaga

how do i tell you
i love you  so much 
it is soo nobel
not even a desire to touch

felt never as such before
indeed u had changed this boor
i never tried to do this 
but it has so much extended, now this is fore


tasveer teri dekhta raha sari raat
ki laga mujhe, "yeh toh hai koi ek nashaa".........

Friday, October 5, 2012

hai kitni mohabat yeh kaise bataoon....



hai kitni mohabat yeh kaise bataoon
hai dil mein mere kya, yeh kaise dikh laoon
jo maan betha hai dil tujhe
hai na woh saach, yeh kaise ise sumjhaoon

un aankhoo mein is kadar kho jata hun main
ki teri baatein nahi sumjh pata hun main
jo dekhta hun tujhe kush
toh beintaah kush ho jata hun main

woh surat chand sa mutaqbiq lage mujhe
jo reshmi zulfeon ke baadaloon mein chupa dikhe
un badaloon ke beech se 
kabhi-kabhi chup-chup kar woh najme bhi dekhe mujhe 

ki, hai kitni mohabat yeh kasie bataoon..

woh baaton mein nadani aisie
jo na dekhi masoomiyat kabhi aisie
sunkar ek masoom ne bhi kaha mujhse
sach mein, na dikhie masoomiyat kabhi aise 

woh gaalon ki gulabi
woh aankhe uski sharabi
ki koi bhi kahe de
khuda ne ise banane mein, na chodi kasar zara si

hai kitni mohabat yeh kaise bataoon
hai dil mein mere kya, yeh kaise dikh laoon.............

Saturday, September 29, 2012

itne mudadaat ke baad dekha hai unhe...........




after......1 yr 3 months 27 days 3 hr 

itne mudadaat ke baad dekha hai unhe
hai ek ajab si kash-m-kash ki kya kahu unhe
hai tajub apni kismat pe hume
ki, itna kuch hone par bhi aaj asliyat mein dekha hai unhe

itne din unke tasveero ke sahare he toh jiya hun
kuch poorani aawaz sun kar hasa hun
kyun laae hai zindagi aaj unhe samne 
ki, aaj bus bebasie se unhe main dekhta hun

hai baaton ka sehlaab sene mein mere 
kaise bataun kaise jiya hun itne din main tere
aaj toh us khuda si bhi khawish ki 
dekh lun kuch pal aur unhe, kash yeh waqt yahi par tdhere

hai khawish ki unhe seene se laga lun
un haatho ko humesha ke liye tham lun
un nigahoon mein khud ko humesha ke liye kho dun
halak tak ek baat ruki hai
na jao humse dorr, yeh main unse kaise kahun

zindagi ki sachi se waakif hun main
isliye toh tujhse dorr rehta hun main
na aao is kadar zindagi mein mere fir
ki tujhe is kaynaat se cheen lunga main

aise na chate hue bhi har waqt tere pass aaunga
lekin ek dost ki tarah sath tere na reh paunga
hai badla hai khud ko itni mushkil se maine
ki is baar chah ke bhi khud ko badal na paunga.....

Saturday, September 22, 2012

meri saanson se jaise bikhar jatein hai phoolon ke ye rang...



meri saanson se jaise bikhar jatein hai phoolon ke ye rang
kash main bhi teri chahat mein bikhar jata to acha hota
maine to tham rakha to kud ko tere liye
bas mera waqt gujar jata to acha hota

meri majboori thi ki akela rha tha 
kash kisi manzil se humsafar mil jata to acha tha
kash main bhi in gulab ki pankhurio ki trah bikhar jata to acha tha....

Friday, September 21, 2012

aakhir main ek dhua hun....



aakhir main ek dhua hun
hawa mein mil jaunga
jo chaho chuna mujhe
toh, ban khushboo tumhare hatho mein bas jaunga

jo laao gaye shak ki aag mujh tak
mil kar hawa mein humesha ke liye kho jaunga
hun main pyaar ka pyaasa
ki zara si chaahat se, tujhme he sama jaunga

aakhir main ek dhua hun, hawa me mil jaunga

ban kar tera saya humesha tere sath chala hun
ki ab akele khud se bhi na chal paunga
hai ek zuban ki bedi kadamo mein mere
ki, kayamat tak tujhse na dorr ja paunga

yun shak ki aag se seemat sa gaya hun
ki ab sath na tere reh paunga
muskaan ki hawa se ab tak sath raha hun
ab shak ki nazroo se na jee paunga

hai na is sawla ka koi jawab 
ki, kush dekh tujhe khud se kush ho jaunga

aakhir mein ek dhua he toh hun, jo hawa mein ek din mil jaunga.....


Thursday, September 6, 2012

looking up in the sky...... there is a rule i always try to apply....




looking up in the sky
there is a rule i always try to apply
"look there are so many ally
then, why god damn you ain't saying her goodbye"

there are few realities that i came across
may it is wrong but, its mine ethos 
our life's have been uncross
indeed, i didn't left any criss-cross

do hell with this feeling of divine
do hell with this holy living line
do hell with this destiny ensign
that with her, my life will always entwine

because of path of truth, our relations strife
i relaised between us, i always been a penknife 
why for all bad doings, from my life ONLy you were deprived
may be all this is a jive, but indeed for peace of my mind i always strive 

dnn know, for everything whom should i blame
after all this, you are not the one i can claim
this is just my feelings not any kind of exclaim

in the name of punishment, my whole life i have to live in this pain..........

Thursday, August 23, 2012

um not a player..... um just a simple lover




um not a player
um just a simple lover
who don't know how to make emotions cover
as even vth glimpse of her i hover

i wish i cud sit beside her
will see, until my vision get blur
how will i assure 
for everthing you are only my cure

you were the best with me that occured
got relief when ever ur voice was heared
i did what you always desired

to be a always like a FREE BIRD


in the end there is nothing to much i have to say
when ever it comes to forget you even for a second, my mind always says a NAY......

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

har lamha tera saaya ban ke rahunga...










har lamha tera saaya ban ke rahunga
jo gum dikhe dorr se use khud mein samaet lunga
na jud saka toh kya hua 
teri kushi dekh, roshani mein goom ho jaunga


main wahi kinaara hun, jo kabhi bhi mil na paunga
jo rehta hai sath woh saabit kar dikh launga
hai aas ek seene mein mere
ki, shayad ek din toh thoda nazdeekh aaunga


yun tujhe muskurata hua dekh kush ho leta hun
in tasveero ke sahare he toh main ab jee leta hun
dekh tujhe kabhi udas toh
kabhi kabhi us khuda se bhi lad leta hun


beech humare kismat ne kiye hai milo ke faasle
maan use sachaie, main chala hun apne raaste
kyun pehle kadam pe he uthti hai khawish 
ki, ek baar toh dekh lun tujhe aakhri baar haaste


kiya hai ek wada khud se ki
har lamha tera saaya ban ke rahunga...

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

un negahoon mein baaton ka sehlab dekah hai humne..


un negahoon mein baaton ka sehlab dekah hai humne
har sawal ka jawab, in palkoon se diya hai tumne
yun na chupao yeh negahein humse
ki, in negahoon mein toh khud ko dekha hai humne.....

Thursday, July 12, 2012

ki, ek baar toh pyaar se hume woh aapna kahein....






hai bebasi ka aalam yahan
na jane khoya hai dil kahan
ek mudadat ke baad sumjha
hai aap ke saaye tale, chor sara jahan


ruksati ka waqt jab aaya
yeh dil mujhe dekh fir muskuraya
poocha kaha jao main
ki, lahoo banke isne hai humesha mujhe dhadkaya


lakh sumjhaya par yeh na maana
ek waqia se isne asliyat jaana
hua dorr kuch pal unke saaye se
maloom hua, ek lamhe ke liye bhi usne kabhi aapna nahi maana


soacha hai aaj unhe al-wida kahein
na jane kyun alfaaz labzoo pe aake ruke
kyun hai namoomkin se khawaish seene mein
ki, ek baar toh pyaar se hume woh aapna kahein.... 

Thursday, July 5, 2012

moving on a new track...








moving on a new track
on every step getting a aback
how do i walk
on each step it is making me to step back


life never seemed so harsh
seems as if i am on marsh
got stuck in a place
have to prove that um not a trash


had only you to get jolly
by every glimpse of yours i was golly
as i have nothing now
how would i say now um doolally


seems life is simpering on me
as if i am loosing every lee
in life's struggle came to know 
the door leads to you, i lost its key...

Monday, June 25, 2012

All what he concludes at the end is "I AM HEARTLESS"


a person in search of love.... true and pure
to hold that soul to his heart, close and near
a quest for the girl of his dreams
for the one who can silence his screams


a girl who lived in his poems
PRINCESS, whom he had fondly named
luck smiled, he met that angel
deeper and stronger in love he fell


till a day he realised, it was just a relationship unnamed
just a curtain of hope drawn and wishes ruthlessly tamed
tears and helplessness replaced the memories of hers
how the days pulled by aimlessly, he couldn’t gather


destiny could see him crying no more
granted him that he was looking for
wrapped in the fur of selfless care, dawned in his life the gift of god yet again
that promised to change his life and end the ordeal of pain


an egoistic, arrogant lad that he was
never valued his treasure and let it pass
when the breeze of love tried to caress his face he turned away
when it tried to bind him, all the more he tried to away


he lost it, before he could realize 
it was that one thing, so long had waited for, those two eyes
he stands alone hopeless, helpless, directionless
something still lets him drag his life, that name,  that love, that princess


all what he concludes at the end is "I AM HEARTLESS" 

laboo pe khamoshi ka ek sehraa hai


laboo pe khamoshi ka ek sehraa hai
na jane kyun dil pe ek pehraa hai
hai ek dhundali see tasveer is husan ki mehfil mein
ki, shayad yeh mohabat ka kohara hai..

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

why your memory in my mind always pall


got stuck in a hassle
as if i am in mid of a tussle
sitting on couch felt, my mind is in state of addle
runned so far from all
but why your memory in my mind always pall


i miss you more than words i can say
i think of you each single day
i want to cry every night
because i miss the way we use to fight
i pray for you every night
because i miss you not being in my sight


i miss the sound of your voice
that i am sick and tired of all this noise
i miss the look upon your face
that made me smile with such grace
i love you so much that i can't deny
for when i see you i will break down and cry


for when i cry these happy tears
i wont have anymore fears
you'll be home safe with me
that will be able to sleep
oh how i miss you so much
will just have to wait and hope you will keep in touch......

Friday, May 25, 2012




the way you left is  an irony
that our story is now an acme
as, moving this far ahead
few thought recently came in my head


last night before i went to bed
thoughts of u filled my head 
though i have not cried this way in many years 
onto my pillow fell six silent tears 


the first one was for your smile that i miss 
and in your presence my remiss
the second was for your angle face 
and thoughts of your loving embrace 


the third came as no surprise
as i thought again of your beautiful eyes 
the fourth came rolling
when i thought of those precious time,
which we spent together day and night


the fifth came for one reason that i was alone 
i felt my love for you wasn't fully shown 
and then at last has fallen sixth silent tear 
making me realize that i love u so much dear 

Sunday, May 20, 2012






i know i promised i will never make you cry
i know it hurts but please dry your eyes
i will give you whatever you need
a hug, a kiss, just tells me please


to see you cry is a terrible sight
let me love you once and hold you tight
i will do anything you want to make you proud
i will climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud


i love you soo much, i can take you high
please sweetheart don't say goodbye
don't push me away i want you near
to gently wipe away all your tears


if we must truly say goodbye
one more time just close your eyes
let your hug be my bliss
as this is what, i will forever miss.....

Saturday, May 19, 2012






have a dream to be with you
knew it is mearly a dream, but it's like a flu
every time try to run away
but it always bring me in humanity purview


desire of being with you is so high
wish i would have been a barfly
in that hangover
this truth of my life, i could have deny


this feeling is so bizarre
since you moved so far
inspite of all 
um leaving this hope door ajar


even your glimpse make me abate
this is what i mostly hate
the most hurting thing is


STILL WHY I CAN NOT CONFLATE.....

Wednesday, April 25, 2012


ishq ke ikhalasmein khoye hain is kadar
talash karte hain khud ko kabhi-kabhi dar-badar
sumjhate hain khud ko har lamha 
ki hoga na woh mera kabhi bhi muqaddar


hai kitni mohabat kasie unhe zahir karein
zahir ke baad ka anjam soach ke yeh dil dare
yun toh khud se dorr kiya hai unhe
pa na jane kyun har lamha unki yaad mein yeh dil jale


haqeeqat ki sihae se kuch likha dekha hai kahin
jo hoga na haseel, use mehsoos kiya hain kahin
darta hun kuch alfazo ko dekh
ki fir se kahin cheen na le mujhse yeh zindagi kahin


aksar kuch yaadhein unki hasati hain
na jane kyun aaj bhi humko yaad aati hain
rehti hai muskan laboo pe
fir bhi na jane, hsaakar hum ko rola jati hain....

dekh kuch cheezo ko aankho mein nami se hoti hai
us nami mein kisi ki halki se tasveer dikhti hai
jo chaha us tasveer ko dekhna 
toh, zindagi sab kuch saaf kar mujh pe hasti hai


bebasi se zindagi ko dekhta hun
woh mujhse kehti hai, hai itni mohabat kyun
hue khamosh zindagi, jab poocha
aakhir main us farishte ko bholu kyun


aakhir zindagi har jati hai
chr mujhe tanha aage nikal jati hai
rakhta hun muskan laboo pe
fir bhi logoo ko meri aankho mein sachi nazar aajati hai


kaha yeh kuch nahi raaste ki dhool hai
hai na kisi se mohabat yeh mujhe kobool hai
par kuch haseel na hua
jaana, meri chahat ko khud ki shedat pe maghroor hai


jaana hai ki yeh zamana bada bedardi hai
jise chao use he karta humse dorr hai
manga us farishte ko maine un se
aakhir mein khuda ne kaha, tu toh bas ek insaan he hai......

Saturday, April 21, 2012

when it comes to forget you, its queasy....




moving on is not so easy
when it comes to forget you, its queasy
yeah i can just pretend 
have to say sumthng, but have to wait for the end
these words always give me a chance 
my emotions are true, they are not  prance
as ur thoughts always took me in trance


they pull my leg and say your name every time 
i choked, as they reminds me what i try to forget every time 
every sec i think of you loving
with goin time it is just accruing
i care bcoz i love you a lot 
i stare bcoz you never gave it a thought 
i want you to be mine and mine always
i will give you love and freedom in my embrace
i waited for you minutes to hours
when you came, even hours went flowing as drop of showers
i wanna say it to you but um just not able
scared if i tell you, then will everything be stable
i thanked to the god for giving me something so special
but didn't knew for my good deeds it was for rental
yea you are so special and um up for you
with words less and feelings more
i love you with every moment that passed before
you say every time BABY THIS IS ALL JOKE 
i can only say i live you round the clock
its just that i dont wanna loose you
but from bottom of my heart i wanna say baby I LOVE YOU...

Saturday, March 31, 2012

there are few stuff, messing my mind...


there are few stuff, messing my mind
as they are so strong as a rind
told to myself so many time
ur heart feel nothing as it is confined


tried to xplain it not ur part
but glimpse of yours acted as a dart
told this world is nothing but a mart
but got to knew STILL I HAVE THIS BLOODY HEART




kuch bhi karo yeh sunta nahi
poochu toh yeh kuch kehta nahi
sunne jo gum uske yeh
na jane kyun aaj bhi yeh sehta nahi




with a fag in my mouth, i roiled all around
seeing you again, i was astound
your love is like a bloodhound
after catching me says, MANN YOU CAN NOT TURN AROUND


why you always don't understand
just bcoz of you, um on errand
as i will wait for you on the other end
as u also know very well, that i will not understand


sunne jo gum uske yeh
na jane kyun aaj bhi yeh sehta nahi...............

Saturday, March 17, 2012

i love you coz i love you.......




i love you coz i love you 
i cannot give you a reason 
true love cannot be defined
it has an Eternal season


if you ask how much i love you
i might say i cannot explain
coz my feelings are so intimate
but the words are so plain


if you ask me how much i care
i might just say SO MUCH
coz there are no words in the Language
that can describe my care as such


if you ask how much i miss you
i might just say A LOT
coz as you are away, i feel so lonely
i try to be okay, but i cannot


i don't decorate my feelings with words
i keep my feelings just pure
all i can give you is a promise
i will keep loving you more & more.....

Sunday, March 4, 2012

every where i see reminds me of you...


every where i see reminds me of you
as if every voice is same like, the way you used  to call me- HEY YOU
i turn all around in hope that might it would have been you
i found it was a normal breeze
with memory of urs which always make me freeze
these coincidence hurt me more
everytime i wish not to happen it anymore


with a hope everyday i woke
may this day your memory will not provoke
in the end i found my self so weak
that i can not keep your memory away every min,  every day or even for a week
some time seeing me lost in your memory ppl call me a freak
i do not give a damn to what they say
as u reminded me how to live a life in our way


siting outside this oracle, it remind me of that wonderful day
when i took you with me in that heavenly way
i tried a lot to play cool, but in the end u made me say- YOU ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFULL
as i knw u are not even mine
i try to xplain this to my stupid heart every time...

Friday, March 2, 2012

jo the na tum sangh, humne bhi ek khwab saja liya....




jo the na tum sath sangh, humne bhi ek khawab saja liya
har us khawab ko bhi apni zindagi ka aaiyana bana diya
har aaiyne mien thi jo aks, usko apna saya bana liya
har us saye mein jisme thi teri jhalak,usko dil mein apne chuppa diya


har us dhadkan jis me jhalak thi tumhari, use aapne aankho mein basa liya
aankho se nikle har us askh ko maine apne laboon par bichaa liya
jaane kya sabaab the mere jo, is kaafir ko hai tumne insaan bana diya
khud se nazar na mila saka to maine ek naya chehra laga liya


taqdeer se ladta kab tak aakhir usne bhi mujhe hara diya
zindagi mein tha reh gaya baaki kya, haar ki us aag mein khud ko hai maine jala liya...

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

i know your life can go on with out me...


i know your life can go on with out me
that you can be happy with out me
that you can survive with out me
knowing truth i moved myslf away
but fate always brings in your way


i tried to run away so far
but found you in my every part
they say you have not even tried
how will they know after failing so many times,
how much i haved cried
i stood after each of my fall
in hope that this time i will make this wall
in hope of losing her memory i realised
that  those memory are so beautiful that,
if i forget i will die
that smile, that eye, that innocence,
that aliment, that appellant...
there was so much that act as a repellent


i got confusd, what is this fever
that evrytime face of yours acted as fender


so finally i decide, i will still choose to stay with you
and be your sweetest luving stranger with out letting know you....

Saturday, February 18, 2012

ki bus dekh unki tasveer har lamha jeete hai hum....


yun izhare mohabat se darte hain hum
na chate hue bhi har roz, har lamha kisi ke liye marte hai hum
hai ek nasha sa tera mujhe
ki bus dekh unki tasveer har lamha jeete hai hum


guzarte waqt ke faro mein jhut rahe hain woh humse
ab teri in tasveero se bhi jhut rha hai sath mujhse
ki wahshat mein hai aaj yeh dil
kaise keh de unse ki, na hai ab toh mohabat tumse


yahi baat toh maine ab maan liya
woh na hoga mera kabhi, ise ab jaan liya
dekh use kush tasveero mein
main uski kushi ke sath jeena toh hai sikh liya



ibadate aashiqui mein humse kai khatein hue hain
jine soach yeh aankhe kai baar roie hain
jo badal na saku woh gunah kiye hain maine
ki  aaj tumhe paa kar bhi kho diya hai maine


suna hai sachi mohabat ke raste nahi hai aasan
yun aaj chal kar us raste pe, hun main badnaam
dekh in lahoo bhare hatho ko,
yeh jaana ki, aakhir main bhi toh hun ek insaan


hai ek aas ki mera gunah shayad maaf hoga
bhul kar sab, koi b-qayamat mere sath hoga
yeh palke jab ek baar jhuk ke uthi
toh yeh jaana, ki yeh sab bus khawab mein hoga...



Saturday, February 11, 2012

hai aaj meri mohabat ka taqaazaa...


yeh zamane ke dastoor bhi ajeeb hote hain
kisi ko dorr toh kisi ko pass kar dete hain
jo manga tumhe unse
toh woh mujhe naa'samajh kehte hain


maang ke tumhe kya naa'samajhi hai kiya
tumse mil ke jasba-e-mohabat ko jaan liya 
hun aaj main hairaas mein ki
manga ke tumhe maine kya koi gunah hai kiya


ki, hai aaj meri mohabat ka taqaazaa...


hai aaj hatho mein mere ek larzaan
zindagi ab lag rahi mujhe ek zindaan
na jane kya hoga tumhare bina
ki lag rha aaj sara zamana mujhe dushman


tere muskan dekh abtak jiya hun main
jo ho rahe dorr humse, toh kaise jiyunga main
dekh un logo ko
hoti hai khawish ki, aaj sab tabaah kar dun main..


kaise sumjhao is rooh ko ki 
hai aaj teri mohabat ka taqaazaa.....

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

evrytime u lookd at me...


evrytime u lookd at me
i was lost in ur alluring eyes..


evrytime u talkd to me
i felt like keep on listnng to ur luvng voice all d time..


evrytime when v ver 2gethr
i fell in luv vth u more vividly..


evrytime ven um upset or angry
a single glimpse of urs make me pacifist..


evrytime ven i see u jaded
i try to becom biggest zany in d world..


evrytime i think of u
it seems like a fairy tale dream...which vil never cum true..


evry sec of each day i feel d need 4 ur luv
i feel dat um incomplete...as my life z only complete ven u r a part of it...


yes, i cann liv vithout u....but ur happiness is more imp for me.....bcoz i luv u truely....

Monday, February 6, 2012

aakhri baar milna zaroori kyun hota hai....




aakhri baar milna zaroori kyun hota hai
tujhe dorr jate dekh dil har bar rota hai
nafrat hoti hai khud se
jab bhi teri aankho mein, ek bhi askh yeh dil dekhta hai


yeh askhno ko dekh dil mein ek selabh utha hai
na kar paya tere khatir kuch yeh dil janta hai
hai aaj mere laboo pe khamoshi
kyun ki meri har mazboori toh tu janta hai


yeh andhere raste mein kho jao esi khawish hoti hai
jo hosh mein na kabhi aau esi koshish rehti hai
na hai ab khawish us manzil ki
jis manzil pe kamyabi tere begair milti hai




aata hai zehen mein aaj yahi sawal ki
aakhri baar milna zaroori kyun hota hai...




aaj in hawao mein bhi ek  nami see hai 
aaj laga jaise ki yeh hawa bhi rooti hai
dekh un namm aankho ko yeh jana ki
jo baat labzo se na kahi woh tune aankho se kahi hai


tere aankho se un askhno ko poochna chata tha
tujhe apne sath us duniya se dorr le jana chata tha
dorr dekh ek kone mein, yun laga ki
meri majboori dekh, shaitan mujh pe hass rha tha


poocha usne ki is insaniyat se tune hai kya paya
dorr se fir pass aakar tune hai hardam use roolaya
uska ek sawal mujhe hosh me lata hai, ki
kya yeh sach ke raste se tu use hassil kar paya


meri askh-bar aankhe dekh, huss ke usne fir poocha
aakhri baar milna zaroori kyun hota hai.....

Thursday, February 2, 2012

kitni aasani se keh dete hain woh humse....


kitni aasani se keh dete hain woh humse
kushi ke sath rehlenge woh dorr humse
ki jiya nahi hai mere begair ek bhi lamha
kya jiyoge yeh zindagi dorr reh kar humse..


yeh muskan ke sahare chupao na us gum ko
jo baat hai aaj zahir kar do sab ko
yun waqt ke sath takleef kahi kam na hogie
yeh alfazoo ke zariye gomraah na karo hum ko...


na jane kitne khawab sajaye hai maine tere sangh
jiya hai tune aaj tak har ek lamha bus mere sangh
is kayanat mein koi nahi hai tere kabil
na rahega tere bin meri zindagi mein ab koi rangh...


soacha na tha ki dorr ho jaoge mujhse
yun toh manga tha tujhe har dua pe
fir na jane kya khata hue humse
jo paa na sake haq tum pe...


kitni aasani se keh dete hain woh humse....

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

jab tere alfaazo mein mere kuch alfaazo ko dekhta hun....


dekh kuch tasvero ko main aaj bhi roota hun
jin mein sath main tere kahin bhi hota hun
hota hai fakr apni mohabat ki shiddat pe mujhe
jab tere alfaazo mein mere kuch alfaazo ko dekhta hun..


yeh zamane ke rewazo ki wajah se chorna pada tujhe
jin logo ne banaye hain yeh siqaafat, unse nafrat hai mujhe
kehte hain sab hota hai kisi ki marzi se
kabhi-kabhi toh us yazdaan se bhi nafrat hoti hai mujhe..


yun toh likha hai kahin ki, unki rehmat sachai ke sath hoti hai
jo chala hun us raste pe toh na jane har bar mujhe he takleef hoti hai
kush dekh kuch insaano ko yeh jana hai maine ki
kismat toh humesha be-imaan ke sath hoti hai..


yun sach ka sath dekar kya paya hai maine
reh kar apni zuban pe kayam, khoya tujhe hai maine
jo na ho sakega haseel woh kabhi 
us raste ko intikhaab kiya hai maine


tha ilm mujhe ki main ek budzil keh launga
jo paa na saka apni mohabat woh shaks keh launga
jo thi bus yahi koshish meri ki
is zamane ki wajah se baad mein tujhe roota hua main dekh na paunga..


baad mushkilo se khud se dorr kiya hai tujhe
 jo kiya maine dekh kuch logo ko, woh thik lagta hai mujhe
yeh zaroori nahi ki main kush hun ya nahi
tere laboo pe muskan dekh, ek alag sa sukoon milta hai mujhe.....

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

lakin yeh sath na hone ki sachi ...


hai koi khas jise kabhi yaad kar leta hun
aati hai jab teri yaad toh muskura leta hun
yeh toh shukr hai is shayari ka jo
dil ki baat ko alfaazo mein bayan kar leta hun...


yun toh teri yaad aksar muskan laati hai
tanhai mein bhi kisi ke sath ka ehsas karati hai
lakin yeh sath na hone ki sachi 
aksar mere aankho mein ek askh le aati hai......

Monday, January 30, 2012

yun madhoshi mein bhi unka khayal aata hai......




yun madhoshi mein bhi unka khayal aata hai
hume unse zada khud pe  itaab aata hai
takleef isi baat se rehti hai har bar ki
jise bhulne ke liye pitye hain, wahi har bar yaad aata hai..


yeh raat ki sard hawae zehen mein ek khayal lati hai
in bahoon mein tujhe thamne ki khawish hoti hai
kush hun in hawao ko mehsus kar ke ki
kahin toh yeh hawaein tujhe bhi jhuti hai..


dekh is chandni ko, woh raat yaad aati hai
jo bitaya tha tere sath lamha, uski yaad dilati hai
jo dekha is chand ko maine, ki
yeh chandani mujhe us haatif ka chehra dikhati hai..




yun madhoshi mein bhi unka khayal aata hai......

Monday, January 23, 2012


u r the reason aftr a decade i smiled again
u r the inspiration dat i belived sum1 again
u r the one who made me sumhow dream again 
u r the one i miss everyday NOW and THEN....


u r the one 4 whom i changed a lot
u r the one for whom i prayed a lot
u r the one  for whom i cried a lot
how do i tell u dat i miss u a lot...


may be i lack my words to say wat i really feel
may be i take more time to overcome or heal
it may my words r less but feelings r true
every moment a bit more then before I LOVE YOU.....

Friday, January 20, 2012

dekh kisi ko sath mein.....


dekh kisi ko sath mein
na jane kyun aaj bhi takleef hoti hai..
hai nahi koi khas tera
yeh zindagi kyun nahi sumjhti hai..


yun kyun hoojum mein reh kar bhi 
har waqt khamoshi si lagti hai..
sumjhya har tarike se is dil ko
fir bhi, mere alfaz mein kahin woh aaj bhi dikhti hai..


hain kai sawal is  dimaagh ko is dil se
pocho toh milta hai jawab badi mushkil se..
yun dekh kisi ki tasveer har lamha, tujhe kya kushi milti hai
jinhe dekh har bar yeh aankhe naam ho jati hai..
jaana hai main har baar bus ek baat ki
uski tasveer mein toh meri zindagi basti hai......

Friday, January 13, 2012

aaj ek khawab jiya hai maine....




aaj ek khawab jiya hai maine
ek arse ke baad, in dhadkano ko mehsus kiya hai maine
dekh in sitaro ko,
hai koi sunta duayein, yeh aaj jana hai maine...


yun mehkhane mein jane ka shauk nahi
jaam ko hath mein pakdne ka magroor nahi
hum toh bus ek baat se darte hain ki
khawabo ke jahan se haqeqat mein aajae na kahin....


har ek  shaks yeh baat janta hai
yeh waqt kabhi kisi ke liye nahi rukta hai
yeh kyun nahi sumjhta kabhi-kabhi koi
apni mohabat ke sath kuch waqt, bahot naseeb walo ko milta hai....


yun choti se baat pe rooth te hain kuch log
koi bekar ke shaks ke liye ladte hain har roz
dekh unhe kyun nahi sumjhte yeh log
jo, bus ek lamhe sath rehne ke liye dua karte hain har roz...


kush naseeb hain woh jinke paas unki mohabat hai
shayad yeh unpar kisi ki azmat hai
yeh soach, jiyo apni mohabat ke sath har ek lamha
ki 2mra naseeb kisi se ke naseeb se kahin beehtar hai...